The last day of August and I'm surprised at how long it's been since I wrote a blogpost!?! I had good intentions of posting every couple weeks this summer but obviously I didn't. That seems to reflect my theme this summer -- forgetting. I've always been a "list maker" but that habit seems to have slipped -- so perhaps I was always forgetful but didn't notice because I relied so much on lists??
Yea, that's it! I'm going with that!!
One of my other intentions for the summer was to focus on "contentment" -- specifically being content with my diminished energy and what I'm able to accomplish in that new mode. The tricky aspect of this is that I still have lots of good ideas, but with less energy picking the ideas that benefit myself and others the most feels imperative. It seems like to understand the aging process, one needs to be aging?? That's "past me" reflecting on my reactions as I watched older friends and family do less with their lives and seem to just step back -- and now here I am, stepping back every chance I get.
I should quit gardening and piecing and birding -- all of my favorite occupations require lots of mental or physical energy and wear me out these days. The gardening could be winding down naturally -- I've let go of lots of high maintenance plants this summer (our little drought has helped). I'm thinking of my outdoor gardens as habitat more than gardens -- providing shelter and food for native wildlife like beetles and spiders and bees and birds rather than the groomed beauty spot I was raised to work towards. The birding away from home has slowed down but I've always enjoying observing bird behavior more than chasing rare birds so the increasingly native habitat of my yard caters to that. Plus my growing fascination with insects provides some of the same experiences -- I know this will be disconcerting to some but outdoor spiders are quite interesting!
Then there's the piecing! It is all muscle memory for me at this point so a very relaxing way to spend my time. There are very few old UFO's in my stash at this point so starting something new is generally safe! I'm currently a bit behind on the summer sewalong -- Chrysalis Cascade from the Darty Kite pattern company but sometimes that is okay as I can see the next step before I have the current step finished and make alterations in my fabric scheme (LOL).