I don't like change! How about you?
It took me a while (as I'm sure it did you) to settle into a Covid way of life and find a level of contentment in what I could safely function. Now it seems I have to reverse engines and go back the other way. The question is how far back do I want to go?
As things would have it, an official diagnosis of arthritis in my back last week will be a factor in my return to "normal" (whatever that is?). It's been suspected for several years and I've actually been taking steps to manage it with monthly maintenance sessions with a physical therapist, monthly massages, and a morning stretching routine since it was first a possible reason for my back issues. But something about having the doctor say where it's located and that it's "severe" threw me for a bit of a loop and I spent lots of time last week fretting about what this means long term -- the DOWNS.
I have to fret -- that's how I deal with change -- but today I'm done with the fretting and ready to make changes that will enable me to feel energetic and as pain-free as possible.
Thank goodness for my sewing!! It has been my default for a long time when fretting -- the familiar actions of piecing calm me down and allow the rational, practical part of my character to activate. While I haven't had any finishes for almost a month, I've made lots of progress on a variety of projects since doing anything more than 30 minutes at a time leads to backaches so lots of changing up around here!?!
My version of @jemimas_creative_quilting EPP project has finally reached part 7. The auditioning for each part goes slowly and I waffle about fabric choices though being a couple steps behind the release of the mystery parts is a bit of an advantage because I know where the design is going. Actually, as I write this and look at the picture, I think the picture will help me make a couple of decisions. I work on it during the evenings (watching murderous English TV series) and during webinars about native plants and pollinator insects (which are abundant right now).
I finished the blocks for Forever Friends (in the book, Sisterhood of Scraps) -- settled on 24 blocks and started adding the sashing and setting the blocks together.
So sorry to hear about your diagnosis. Sometimes it is good to know what the issue is, but it is not easy or fun. I was diagnosed with severe rheumatoid arthritis and it hit me so hard. My standard answer to how hard was that I was losing tug of war blanket battles to a 16 lb dog. I had to go on disability for almost 2 years before I was able to start back to work half-time. I suppose the positive news is that this happened 30 years ago and I am still around and quilting... Best wishes
ReplyDeleteOh I feel your pain in my own--I have been diagnosed with a herniated disk and sciatica--so 15 minutes at one sitting is about what I can manage at my machine these days. But, it is what it is and I am trying to rest while working on my Kismet hexagons...Gosh your project is simply gorgeous--I love it. Here's hoping you can manage your arthritis well...hugs julierose
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